Why? Why? Ahh...

Is it so hard to keep a friendship going the moment one says, "Well, guess we'll see each other soon..." What will the reply be expected as? "Yea. Take care. Keep in touch." Really? Is that it? My reply can now shift towards, "Yea," and then having to initiate all the outings...

I guess I am going way off tangent but lately, I just felt like that again. Don't peg me as being blue or hinting that the people I know are ingrates or that I am an attention whore, No I am not, I am just wondering about that ever since my primary school days. Do we choose to use an excuse such as, "Oh, sorry. I have an appointment," and rush off leaving the other person to wonder if this friendship will survive?

One understands that the dependence of 'friendship' changes as one goes through life's phrases such as dating then marriage then kids. It cannot be forced upon on another person but sometimes, one has to wonder what happens to them when contact is lost forever... will they still remember you or move on with their lives? Mostly, the answer is the latter... needless to say.

I just don't understand how a friendship is able to be sustained for so many years though. I tend to admire those kind of friendships but... do they really happen like that? I guess the probability of that happening is so slim it is comparable to finding true love...

I certainly hope all my friendships with people I respect and admire can last longer then my school days though.

Screw it LOLS.

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This does sound like a melancholic post though. Oh god. sorry about that though. I just had to say something about this because I think I had a dream about it or something... Back to the real post or something along the lines...

I just realised that the applications I have heard about but I am currently not using (namely because there is no need for me to use them) are quite popular with my peers though. Lols... And they are...

• Twitter - Like why is it so popular again? Erm...
• Tumblr - It just seem more fun then blog I guess... I dunno...
• Youtube - I don't have any videos? Lols.
• Formspring - Well, I think it's abit too intrusive ba

And that's about it ba. Most people would understand the first 3 but formspring? Lols. It's a webbie I found that allows anyone to ask a question to the user. Something like 'You ask, I answer' on the net. It is quite popular overseas but I doubt so in Singapore. No harm in checking it out though.

Ahh... E-learning week has begun... SHIT! This sucks. Thanks to Meng 姐 who sent me a list of what to do thereby saving me only lol. Just getting lazier lol...

I just think my dreams are getting weirder and weirder. It's almost like I am awake and conscious in that dream and yet, well, I am still doing so many 'wrong' things in that dream.

Bisexual

If you are not bisexual and dream that you are, then it may indicate some sexual repression. You may be trying to compensate for your lack of sexual expression. Alternatively, it may represent general sexual confusion. (Quoted from Dream Dictionary- Bisexual)

LOLS!! What the hell... Wkakaka... I say my dreams are so wrong on so many levels..