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Sable returned... like that and guess my first reaction.

No way in hell was it dropping anything in shock. It was to burst out laughing literally. Forget about being lady-like and stuff. I totally just right there and then burst out laughing and fell to my knees laughing as Sable came to greet me by standing up...

And as usual... I am very scared to let her out if the cage and that is because she pees when she is excited, this little attention whore. But for some strange reason, she's the most excited when it comes to me. Evidence when she just pees again. I feel like damn dots(x1000) every time she does that.

I just discovered that I get irritated way too easily sia. I cannot hide anything. It's like yesterday, the 5th October's talk and I was clearly tired and irritated sia. The speaker was speaking for way too long and I never disguised my tiredness and irritation. I was yawning and just fidgeting around.

OMG la. I dunnoe what to do again... every time I say something it seems to be wrong one. It's like 祸从口出. In the end I think I always indirectly or directly just cause people to be mad or get in trouble. It's really frustrating now. It's like... it's better for me not to talk anymore.

I am so damn angrated (Angry+Frustrated). I have no idea is like I am one damn jinx like that. I always get the feeling I can never say anything 'right' in this lifetime. I dunno... I feel like not speaking even more. And then people always say I so quiet then when I speak, they always say I so weird/unlike me.

Then what is the point of communicating much? I always 'seem' to be in the wrong anyway. I am just tired again.

There really seems to be something strange with videos sia....I have no idea why?

And I randomly remembered something that really puzzles me:

If we all keep reincarnating, then what was the point in paying respects to your ancestors when all you know your ancestors have reincarnated as another living person without knowing who they are in the past? And worse still, what if the ancestors reincarnate into a member of your family with you? LOLLILOL~~~

So in effect, you may be paying your respects to someone who is alive then... aren't you like... cursing that person? I seriously am blur then.

Even if argued that it is fine to do so because the person would have forgotten who he is is in the past life, then if he is reincarnated into an animal? Are we like... a cult that respects animals ? Or even worse, a rapist/murderer/evil man? The hell?  

Now I really feel dots sia. I made it so dumb a point...

OMG!! It just hit me all of a sudden... God I am damn random.