Opps... I just got slack again
It looks like I have neglected this space again. Of all the horrible things I could have done. Anyhow, I guess, there really isn't much motivation nor time to write in here (mine being more of the former then the latter).
The only new issue is one in which got back the exams results and damn are they not pretty even for me. 3 papers failed and I just going to shrug it off. It just goes to show I have a long way to go. So I guess, I may not be that active on this space any more ba.
I can understand what being traditional is but sometimes, I think, more then being influenced to be traditional, it's like... I am just traditional. So it kinda gets annoying to hear people say that I am influenced to be traditional, Hell sorry, I just am when it relates to certain issues, especially with sexual concerns.
I don't blast at people who thinks otherwise because, hey, it's their life not mine. But honestly, getting pregnant before marriage is like... I dunno, I am seriously at loss for words.
I just cannot accept this concept. The highest tolerance with regards to these issues is one of cohabiting and that's about it. Maybe I felt this way even more so when mum was lecturing me that (I phrase) A woman will always be judged by her actions before and after marriage. It's like... all the injustices in this world should be borned by the woman because society says so.
Moreso then that stupid actions leads to a good woman being looked down upon by society just because of a slip. I just cannot swalow that. And because I cannot swallow this theory that I refuse to be any more liberal then I already am. Why should I risk becoming a 'bad' woman in society's eyes?
Hell, If I were a guy, this shit would at most be, "guy's are like that" and not "see, what a bad influence. I wonder how she was raised. Tsk." God damn this idiotic world. I should seriously have been a guy...
Opps... I got distracted. Err... right. Anyhow... Ah yea... I should stop before I say anything stupid again.
PS: Just read the New Paper today highlighting about anorexia. And the report mentioned that a higher percentage of the victims tends to be the eldest daughter. I was like, 'Seriously?' and then 'Yea, I can understand why'... LOLLILOL
The only new issue is one in which got back the exams results and damn are they not pretty even for me. 3 papers failed and I just going to shrug it off. It just goes to show I have a long way to go. So I guess, I may not be that active on this space any more ba.
I can understand what being traditional is but sometimes, I think, more then being influenced to be traditional, it's like... I am just traditional. So it kinda gets annoying to hear people say that I am influenced to be traditional, Hell sorry, I just am when it relates to certain issues, especially with sexual concerns.
I don't blast at people who thinks otherwise because, hey, it's their life not mine. But honestly, getting pregnant before marriage is like... I dunno, I am seriously at loss for words.
I just cannot accept this concept. The highest tolerance with regards to these issues is one of cohabiting and that's about it. Maybe I felt this way even more so when mum was lecturing me that (I phrase) A woman will always be judged by her actions before and after marriage. It's like... all the injustices in this world should be borned by the woman because society says so.
Moreso then that stupid actions leads to a good woman being looked down upon by society just because of a slip. I just cannot swalow that. And because I cannot swallow this theory that I refuse to be any more liberal then I already am. Why should I risk becoming a 'bad' woman in society's eyes?
Hell, If I were a guy, this shit would at most be, "guy's are like that" and not "see, what a bad influence. I wonder how she was raised. Tsk." God damn this idiotic world. I should seriously have been a guy...
Opps... I got distracted. Err... right. Anyhow... Ah yea... I should stop before I say anything stupid again.
PS: Just read the New Paper today highlighting about anorexia. And the report mentioned that a higher percentage of the victims tends to be the eldest daughter. I was like, 'Seriously?' and then 'Yea, I can understand why'... LOLLILOL
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