A rant about my loyalty to 'home'

Again, I haven't been updating this space. Guess I am slowly vanishing because of the lack of updates. Honestly, I guess when I am on the iPad all the time rather then on my laptop- after the Skype incident some more  it can't be avoided that I am not updating this space.

It's just that there really isn't much to update because my life is more or less a routine. The only amusing things are when I broke the grocery trolley.

That is really an amusing story though. I was 3/4 of the journey on the return trip when I broke the trolley. Good god, guess I am going to have weekly backaches if I decide not to purchase another one but... it is like so... expensive here. And I mean, my grocery usually isn't that much for a week...

And I complain about the accessibility of Singapore's supermarkets. Well, guess I am so wrong. Anyway, the best I could remember is also that for National Day, I went through the NDP song and was like, "Meh... it's like, really not as good anymore. Just no wow factor there".

And for old times sake, I revisited the old songs and was like, "I rather they have these songs instead". LMAO... Sorry but the new songs suck big time. I feel that we should stop having children singing and rapping the song because... It just murders the song. Sorry about discrimination but at the end of the day, I think, my loyalty for this land is wavering as well when I keep receiving news about the 'premium' treatment of the foreigner talents and our government.

As much as I admire great governance, I think that PAP's dominance must come to an end or honestly, we are never any different from North Korea with all the damn propaganda that we had learnt from young. I mean, the standard of living is bad enough just to maintain and then there's all the issues arising with the foreign talents that seem to be 'leeching' off the opportunities that would have benefited the locals.

It pisses me off to hear that and I was saying to Malaysian friends that maybe we should all be Malaysian citizens and be treated like 2nd rate citizens openly rather then the roundabout way. Good grief...

Argh... I freaking miss good food here... But I freaking miss Sable. I miss teasing her and cuddling with her. I miss the way she would bring her toys to get me to play with her. Seriously, I miss an animal more then human... WTF lols.

I stumbled upon some kind of sexual dictionary (Please don't ask how and why) and was reading through the definitions when I came across Gray A and Demisexual. I was like, OMFG!!! Finally, I knew there was something wrong with me and I found out why.

I am still pretty much unsure about which one I belong to but notably it should be Gray A and 60% demisexual. At least that explains my mentally hay-wired brain. No shit! I am damn close to being asexual(lmaos, not inclined to be intimate).

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