Happy Lunar Birthday to me... At least it passed!
Of all the luck, my chinese lunar birthday fell on Valentine Day. This is very diaos de. Lucky for me most of my family members forgotton, except my maternal grandma and mum. (Guess the guys of the family are... very realistic) That makes me 18 de... although only 17 now.
Mum and dad are not talking to each other which means that I have to be the masseger. Now I know how the gods that deliver massahges feel like- This is really a guilty job man. Both parents of mine fall out over a trival matter and that is a few days ago. The suay thing is that it is Chinese New year.
During the conflicted times, I was present and I was shaking, was it out of fear? Not really. So conflicting are my emotions.
At any rate, I shot a disdain and angry look at my brother who stayed out of the whole conflict. Come on, he is the man of the house and will not help to resolve peace? What a chicken. How can I expect him to protect me in the future? With any luck it wil be me protecting him! He reasoned he was afraid of getting beaten up by dad does he think I am not? I am not made of steel, idiot!
I should have been born a guy and he the girl man. Bro only knows how to show off to his peers but what a facade, he cannot defend himself, man. God this is so ironic siah. I mean the whole thing started because of another member of the family and it ended up brutal(physically and emotionally) I think I am going insane!
But on the brighter side, At least now, there is no one nagging me at all.
Great I am really turning 17 soon... Hard to believe.
Mum and dad are not talking to each other which means that I have to be the masseger. Now I know how the gods that deliver massahges feel like- This is really a guilty job man. Both parents of mine fall out over a trival matter and that is a few days ago. The suay thing is that it is Chinese New year.
During the conflicted times, I was present and I was shaking, was it out of fear? Not really. So conflicting are my emotions.
At any rate, I shot a disdain and angry look at my brother who stayed out of the whole conflict. Come on, he is the man of the house and will not help to resolve peace? What a chicken. How can I expect him to protect me in the future? With any luck it wil be me protecting him! He reasoned he was afraid of getting beaten up by dad does he think I am not? I am not made of steel, idiot!
I should have been born a guy and he the girl man. Bro only knows how to show off to his peers but what a facade, he cannot defend himself, man. God this is so ironic siah. I mean the whole thing started because of another member of the family and it ended up brutal(physically and emotionally) I think I am going insane!
But on the brighter side, At least now, there is no one nagging me at all.
Great I am really turning 17 soon... Hard to believe.
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