Ahh... Finally again

It's been ages since I am here again with the freaking strange update. I have white hair- omg now I am in the old league... once more. Haha. I still like this strange update sia. A testament to my genes being defective either that or I am stressed and again.

The best announcement ever, here I am typing on a new notepad on a new Accer notepad that is like 1 kilo plus heavy, bought by dad, when really I should be studying because I will be having Criminal Law paper like what, tomorrow at 10.

Opps. Busted.

I got ear pieces since Dad was out shopping for the computer and the accessories anyway. My eyes nearly popped out when I saw the price tag... well, it may not be 100 bucks but still honestly?

Hmm, during Valentine's day what did I do? Oh yea, was hitting the books long and hard while so many couples are out there taking it easy. My course mates and I were literally dating the textbooks inside out. I have no idea how the hell I ended up faring like that sia.

Then another sad thing, I realised that my birthday, once more, has to fall when I am the busiest in the time frame of studying since polytechnic.Even better again, I have Public Law paper on my birthday. Sheesh...

Well anyway, tonight will be the dinner in the supposed honour of my 21st birthday.我老了一岁 sia. OMG!!! Am I legally an ADULT? Seriously? Where is my childhood and teenage years?

PS: I have to work hard sia. I am so looking forward to a trip for EUROPE! Yes!

You know something, Sometimes, I really don't get why my communication is so sucky. It's like even when I seriously want to say something, it just so happens that people misunderstands it. Pretty ironic considering I should have little problems in expressing myself on this space.

If there's one thing I want to change about myself, then firstly, it will be for my ability to screw up communication to leave me. It's even worse when the communication stems or is directed to issues of the heart. I guess this sucks sia. Maybe I should just write it out instead...

Note to self, be more open even if I am dying inside. I need a sanction on this one.