Gosh... I am losing my touch here
Apologies, Vivian has been super not online with the laptop. She spends all her free time on the damn iPad which is much accessible. Also, it is finally the 1 week break and yet, she has to start working on her assignments in general. She's just fizzled out having to head to he library to meet and work on assignments with a peer.
It's SPRING officially and that means that she is kicking back and basking in the new and wanted warmth. Only that the annoyance are the insects that come whizzing into her room.
She sighs when she realizes her hair is really way better then when she was back in Singapore save for the split ends. Though, she muses, that is the first time she witnessed her hair with split ends. Vivian enjoys the hair but not the combing her ends of the tresses. For good reasons, long hair should be straight rather then curly since it hurts like hell when she has to tug on a ball of stuck hair.
Hmm... Vivian has been stuck with performing her usual routine andworrying about the damn storage and flight arrangements. She was never good with handling details and bookings either way. But she's been faring well on her assignments at least, if she is not the one being the prankster.
Vivian misses the old her. The her when she was aloof to the point of icy. Safe to say, she's changed alot and keeps surprising people who would not believe her when she claims she was another person (almost like a split personality back then.
Again, as she is typing this entry, the thought flickers: How is it possible to just change? It's not like she a revelation or anything. She just changed subtly without even her noticing it until she aged. Can't say she herself was aware of it until she met new friends.
Because she was changing Vivian felt that she also had to look into herself because she was, and still is, always saying 'I don't know' to escape many questions that involved responsibility. Even now, she still is even though again she never knew why.
Like when people ask Vivian about her age, she'll always be honest and say 22(She does not believe that women should hide their age) but she'll end up adding that's physically because her true age is 'I don't know'.
Then, with the power of the internet, she's managed to scour and discover much about herself, usually through personality quizzes. Hilarious but true. She always found fun in finding out about her personality which is accurate about 90% of the time.
And she pretty much took to the web to seek out her own sexual preference. Not in the damn perversity way that the writing made it look like but rather goggling and reading on tumblrs of people with the same questions.
Sheesh, Vivian mused, if she had not bothered to explain, it would really allow her parents to kill her either way. Currently, she's pretty much laid-back and hanging out with friends as much as she can while still enjoying the sights and sounds nature has to offer.
And today, Vivian spotted several camera crew and reporters gathered at her campus. She has no idea what they are there for but it was just fun to see them there waiting for something?
Finally, Vivian got so bored that she went straight into watching the animes (or waiting) Free! and Attack on Titans. She was just pissed of that Attack on Titans first theme song was replaced. That song was a blast and she had to remember to look up for it. She was also looking for more mangas to read through but none of them seem as appealing.
It's SPRING officially and that means that she is kicking back and basking in the new and wanted warmth. Only that the annoyance are the insects that come whizzing into her room.
She sighs when she realizes her hair is really way better then when she was back in Singapore save for the split ends. Though, she muses, that is the first time she witnessed her hair with split ends. Vivian enjoys the hair but not the combing her ends of the tresses. For good reasons, long hair should be straight rather then curly since it hurts like hell when she has to tug on a ball of stuck hair.
Hmm... Vivian has been stuck with performing her usual routine and
Vivian misses the old her. The her when she was aloof to the point of icy. Safe to say, she's changed alot and keeps surprising people who would not believe her when she claims she was another person (almost like a split personality back then.
Again, as she is typing this entry, the thought flickers: How is it possible to just change? It's not like she a revelation or anything. She just changed subtly without even her noticing it until she aged. Can't say she herself was aware of it until she met new friends.
Because she was changing Vivian felt that she also had to look into herself because she was, and still is, always saying 'I don't know' to escape many questions that involved responsibility. Even now, she still is even though again she never knew why.
Like when people ask Vivian about her age, she'll always be honest and say 22
Then, with the power of the internet, she's managed to scour and discover much about herself, usually through personality quizzes. Hilarious but true. She always found fun in finding out about her personality which is accurate about 90% of the time.
And she pretty much took to the web to seek out her own sexual preference. Not in the damn perversity way that the writing made it look like but rather goggling and reading on tumblrs of people with the same questions.
Sheesh, Vivian mused, if she had not bothered to explain, it would really allow her parents to kill her either way. Currently, she's pretty much laid-back and hanging out with friends as much as she can while still enjoying the sights and sounds nature has to offer.
And today, Vivian spotted several camera crew and reporters gathered at her campus. She has no idea what they are there for but it was just fun to see them there waiting for something?
Finally, Vivian got so bored that she went straight into watching the animes (or waiting) Free! and Attack on Titans. She was just pissed of that Attack on Titans first theme song was replaced. That song was a blast and she had to remember to look up for it. She was also looking for more mangas to read through but none of them seem as appealing.
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