~The 3rd Day of the lunur month

Today, guess where I went. Well, my family and I went to visit my grandparent and Great-grandparents. Well, I was kind of like...Fine!

Well, I felt really sad actually. Because going to places to visit a loved one stirrs up my emotions. My emotions then take on a rollar coaster track. I feel sad that they are no longer with us and yet also happy that they've all gone to a better place...What really puzzles me is about my Grandpa.

See..His family's a christian so by right, he should be given a proper burial right? The real problem lies with the fact that my grandmother and father are both Taoists. Now answer me this: How on earth are we supposed to bury my grandfather? No one can answer...neither can I..

Grown-ups I know dismiss it with the passing years. But for me, I never could forget. This burial has also caused a strife between his and our family. I was young then, they said, and need not know. But now, I find it harder to accept everthing. For starters, he's not even my real grandfather...

Haizz...As I went back to his 'condomidium'(spelling lahx) and pay him a visit, all those memories come back in bits and pieces...It's so hard to forget. On the plus side, My mum's going to learn driving. She now must take her basic Highway code test first. Man..I want too..

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