~What is Joy?
Such a common word it is, yet, I feel it means so much more. Joy, to others is an expression of happiness through material comforts such as Cash. For me, I feel that it far surpasses material comforts and it is a sincere feeling deep within our hearts.
Today, I saw our classmates celebrating our form teacher's birthday and were laughing happily as they took pictures and everything. However, I just cannot bring myself to celebrate with them. Don't get me wrong. It's just that I feel I should not fake a smile onli because it's a happy occassion. I don't reli like nor hate Mr Teo and therefore, could not sincerely take a photograph. I just hate it because it look so plastered.
I cannot feel the joy in this celebration. I dunnoe.. maybe it's because Iam a lone wolf or maybe even because I somehow find it hard to accept the reality and just cut myself off. My symptoms includes a sudden loss of my hyperness and shunning pictures..
By the way, My birthday is onli 10 days away...I think we should reli go 'Swensens'..k guys?
Today, I saw our classmates celebrating our form teacher's birthday and were laughing happily as they took pictures and everything. However, I just cannot bring myself to celebrate with them. Don't get me wrong. It's just that I feel I should not fake a smile onli because it's a happy occassion. I don't reli like nor hate Mr Teo and therefore, could not sincerely take a photograph. I just hate it because it look so plastered.
I cannot feel the joy in this celebration. I dunnoe.. maybe it's because Iam a lone wolf or maybe even because I somehow find it hard to accept the reality and just cut myself off. My symptoms includes a sudden loss of my hyperness and shunning pictures..
By the way, My birthday is onli 10 days away...I think we should reli go 'Swensens'..k guys?
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