What do I have to do?

Sometimes, life really gives you the choices making you torn between the desire you have as well as the reality of the whole situation. So what does one do in this situation? I say, Follow the realistic methods paved out by society and even your parents first and then, fight all the way for your own desires and dreams. Like me this morning.

I dunno how but I stumbled upon a booklet I had that dated back to 2 years ago. The booklet was detailing the choices teens have after 'O' levels. I looked through it again and found myself contemplating about the prospects of going to a uni. (Up until then, I didn't even bother because I was never able to produce the results anyway).

But I really did not want to go on studying Logistics- I never even knew why I chose it. I am so unsure.

And then, today, I finally decided to borrow a fiction book from the library. Los.. It's written by Amy Tan though, (Joy Luck club author):

What? I am, and always have been, an arts student and language is my forte de. Like I bother to read paperbacks and long romance novels though, they are so boring. Why doesn't Poly ever offer Literature as an elective module? (grumbles).

Later on, I will be having 2 hours of S&W. Just for 2 hours, I come to school and just dance it away... Why is NP the only poly to offer this PE module?

It's so pointless namely because:

1. I am not the sporty type


2. I already have PE for 10 years(Pri to sec)


3. Want to train us might as well reserve for year 3 with NAFA and all...


4. Other polys don't have this so why must we be the 'lab rats'?


5. This bloody module is so 'Extra one!'

(Laughs) I think Reason 5 is what I stand by the most. Pathetic really.. then this one also cannot go e-learning and do one... diaos.

What the hell... CATS have all the groups bombarding the discussion board sia. Lucky I can answer the questions de.