Running out of Titles
Since the work attachment began, I think the entries have dwindled down to a mere entry per week in contrast to at least 2-3 posts per week or something. The main reason is because there is nothing happening during the attachment save for me slacking away 95% of the time. Who the hell would not be bored even just reading that?
Seriously I would be relief for a change of pace and environment- I want school. Even if I were stressed, at least I got things done at the end of the day, rather then staring at the computer for so long that I havestiff neck and shoulder aches.
Hmm... Finally, we are at the 2nd last day of the attachment. Hmm... Great, the real presentation that decides all our marks will be on August 10 and I am schedules for (checks the sheet) 1.30 to 2. In under 30 minutes, I doubt I can present 44 slides- 3 slides= 41 slides.
I think all lecturers will faint whenever it comes to grading of the final report. I mean, no matter how short, they have to read through at least 60 pages worth of information obtained/observed/advised by the students. Mine? I have 102 pages- 20 pages (approximately as there are appendices/Introduction)= Still 82 pages of information to sieve through.
Wkakaka. Sian leh. I still have to consider about my annoyingly 'bright' future with such dismal grades. Feel rather down about it. Holidays~~ I love you!!
Hmm... I think the highlight of this week is really just mock presentation in the office ba. Wha Lao. After so long no school and presentation and stuff, suddenly got presentation is like a rude wake-up call lol. Thankfully I always erm, 'natural' in presentation?
Hmm, ok. So on 10 August, my liaison officer will be grading my presentation and there will be an 'assistant' lecturer of sorts. The other lecturer turned out to be my SMKT lecturer (I still get the kick of wanting to type it as SMRT). Erm, and the good news is hopefully, I get higher marks because I am the lecturer's pet? Lols.
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(Last day for IAP, I shall have my slack days soon)
6 August 2010
Ok. This day has finally come after 21 weeks. Actually, it is precisely because this event now seems so surreal that I believe I am still in one of my dreams. Left the 'ultimate' presentation to finally have my longest holiday yet. (some reward for the short holidays last semester)
I have little to NO intention to 打工. Firstly, I lazy to find and secondly, later work for 2 months like that only sia.
Wha Lao, need to catch up with mon-mon sia. (I miss the 漫画 la, mo-ni-ka cheng) What? I also wanna see your pet lizard ma.
Hmm... Arrgh. Singapore too boring already la.
Digression time. Am I really born an optimistic girl or like my current lifestyle, I am 'made' optimistic? Stupid and irrelevant a question ba. How can anyone be 'made' optimistic? Can! By certain life-changing events of sorts.
But now as I ask myself that, I find this to not be the answer to my question, more like a question to another question. That's because...
I did not have any life-changing events nor any events so huge that it could impact my lifestyle directly or indirectly (well, maybe events but..). This is too strange because I doubt people who knew me well enough back then will go, "Yea. She is a optimistic and crazy girl that is cheeky one".
LOLS. Even I myself dunno when I had this attitude shift. I believe it started from around end of Secondary 4 (not too sure). Is like I became much less of a 'lone wolf' and functioned more happily then other 小人. Come to think of it, I wonder what will happen if those 小人back then met up with me again, (Let's all plant a bomb just in case. What for? Well, if I survive it then it means the end of the world. LOLS)
Hmm... I guess....
My grandma just came back from her 珠海 trip. She brought back another leather bag (Hooray!!) Since people keep asking me what am I going to spend my IAP money on, I probably go, "Ehh? I never thought about that since there's nothing I want for now."
Strange huh? I don't really know if it is because I lack desires or I am just sastified with my needs.Besides, my 'wants' tend to be more 'unrealistic' and sound even 'fairy tale' like. So really, yea, no point. Therefore, I guess see how lol.
I always wonder another thing~ Why the hell are the people whom I met/ befriended me always seem so much more clever and even wiser then me when we are of the same age again? I feel like quite 'extra' (lousy) when compared to them. (Lol. No, I am not jealous that they are so smart, on the country, I admire and respect them because they are)
Seriously I would be relief for a change of pace and environment- I want school. Even if I were stressed, at least I got things done at the end of the day, rather then staring at the computer for so long that I have
Hmm... Finally, we are at the 2nd last day of the attachment. Hmm... Great, the real presentation that decides all our marks will be on August 10 and I am schedules for (checks the sheet) 1.30 to 2. In under 30 minutes, I doubt I can present 44 slides- 3 slides= 41 slides.
I think all lecturers will faint whenever it comes to grading of the final report. I mean, no matter how short, they have to read through at least 60 pages worth of information obtained/observed/advised by the students. Mine? I have 102 pages- 20 pages (approximately as there are appendices/Introduction)= Still 82 pages of information to sieve through.
Wkakaka. Sian leh. I still have to consider about my annoyingly 'bright' future with such dismal grades. Feel rather down about it. Holidays~~ I love you!!
Hmm... I think the highlight of this week is really just mock presentation in the office ba. Wha Lao. After so long no school and presentation and stuff, suddenly got presentation is like a rude wake-up call lol. Thankfully I always erm, 'natural' in presentation?
Hmm, ok. So on 10 August, my liaison officer will be grading my presentation and there will be an 'assistant' lecturer of sorts. The other lecturer turned out to be my SMKT lecturer (I still get the kick of wanting to type it as SMRT). Erm, and the good news is hopefully, I get higher marks because I am the lecturer's pet? Lols.
_____________
(Last day for IAP, I shall have my slack days soon)
6 August 2010
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Ok. This day has finally come after 21 weeks. Actually, it is precisely because this event now seems so surreal that I believe I am still in one of my dreams. Left the 'ultimate' presentation to finally have my longest holiday yet. (some reward for the short holidays last semester)
I have little to NO intention to 打工. Firstly, I lazy to find and secondly, later work for 2 months like that only sia.
Wha Lao, need to catch up with mon-mon sia. (I miss the 漫画 la, mo-ni-ka cheng) What? I also wanna see your pet lizard ma.
Hmm... Arrgh. Singapore too boring already la.
Digression time. Am I really born an optimistic girl or like my current lifestyle, I am 'made' optimistic? Stupid and irrelevant a question ba. How can anyone be 'made' optimistic? Can! By certain life-changing events of sorts.
But now as I ask myself that, I find this to not be the answer to my question, more like a question to another question. That's because...
I did not have any life-changing events nor any events so huge that it could impact my lifestyle directly or indirectly (well, maybe events but..). This is too strange because I doubt people who knew me well enough back then will go, "Yea. She is a optimistic and crazy girl that is cheeky one".
LOLS. Even I myself dunno when I had this attitude shift. I believe it started from around end of Secondary 4 (not too sure). Is like I became much less of a 'lone wolf' and functioned more happily then other 小人. Come to think of it, I wonder what will happen if those 小人back then met up with me again, (Let's all plant a bomb just in case. What for? Well, if I survive it then it means the end of the world. LOLS)
Hmm... I guess....
- Maybe because my bad 气 was washed out by the god/deities?
- Maybe because my 气 scare/stunned the bad qi/dirty things out? (well, I am rather erm, unpredictable)
- My good 气 triumph over the bad 气 after years of letting the bad one win?
- Because for some stupid reason, I think I was 'lucky' and wah la.
- Whatever la. More like I want to change only.
My grandma just came back from her 珠海 trip. She brought back another leather bag (Hooray!!) Since people keep asking me what am I going to spend my IAP money on, I probably go, "Ehh? I never thought about that since there's nothing I want for now."
Strange huh? I don't really know if it is because I lack desires or I am just sastified with my needs.Besides, my 'wants' tend to be more 'unrealistic' and sound even 'fairy tale' like. So really, yea, no point. Therefore, I guess see how lol.
I always wonder another thing~ Why the hell are the people whom I met/ befriended me always seem so much more clever and even wiser then me when we are of the same age again? I feel like quite 'extra' (lousy) when compared to them. (Lol. No, I am not jealous that they are so smart, on the country, I admire and respect them because they are)
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