Seriously... stop getting to me

I am not even slacking for a week and already everyone around me is urging me to do more productive things. It's not like I don't want to do it but honestly right now, I am lacking the drive to do anything plus, I also have no clue as to what I want to do.

Would there be any nice suggestions. I am so tired of 'ordinary' things and also, there are many things that don't keep me entertained for long. I am seriously in the wrong country for the things I would like to do.

Oh god... I need a good vacation but then again, I think I may not need one if I can be entertained in Singapore.

With everyone I know going on about, "Consider what you want to do seriously," I cannot help but feel that in the end, I have NO idea on what I really want to do. I mean, all my life decisions are always made for me on what seems to just be the best route and the best irony of all, like an obedient dog, I follow them.

In time though, I begun to actually like whatever I am doing LOL. Hmm... why does most people keep telling me to at least work first? My parents are more on the 'study first' line. Me? I find myself gravitating towards study more then ever.

The thing is that well, what the hell am I going to study anyway?