Post exams... The Best ever
And yesterday is the best day ever. Exams are over. OMG! I can have a well deserved break since I felt so damn nervous and could not fall asleep like 2 nights ago. Why the hell am I so nervous over the last paper I cannot understand.
Then again, it always seem to be bustling with activities whenever I am busy. Because now would be the holidays I so look forward to but here comes the age old thing again, How the hell am I going to spend the time on and what should it be spent on?
It's like, I never had a fixed game because I grow bored with certain games in Facebook and I don't even touch games requiring my mental thinking.(No wonder I am so dumb in Maths). But seriously, I game hop all over Facebook namely because the style of the games there are starting to get similar and thus, I turn off to play the ipad, which fares better for now.
With all being said and done, I am looking forward to the various holidays, part time intern and potential overseas classes. Why can't I freeze my growing up years? Things are moving way too fast...
pretty damn negative which, does not make it a positive situation for me. For example, up to the days leading to my last paper,I just had to be arguing over the silliest of things with BF. Made no sense considering I could be too dots...
Growing up, I always felt like I was inferior from a young age. Maybe is because I always had issues with myself and more importanly, I think, my friends and those 'I-hate-you' fanclub were always smarter then me. SO, probably, when someone starts praising me, I feel really uncomfortable because well, I just think other people are too modest.
Things certainly changed in late Secondary school to the present day though. I don't know how or why but all of a sudden, I felt that people who hated me were certainly dumb to be wasting their time and effort hating me while I just move on... to meet smarter peers lol.
Although up until now, I started questioning 'Why and How' did I change, because logically, it made no sense. So ultimately, I am really grateful for the people I met in my life, even if the meeting was a brief one.
Then again, it always seem to be bustling with activities whenever I am busy. Because now would be the holidays I so look forward to but here comes the age old thing again, How the hell am I going to spend the time on and what should it be spent on?
It's like, I never had a fixed game because I grow bored with certain games in Facebook and I don't even touch games requiring my mental thinking.
With all being said and done, I am looking forward to the various holidays, part time intern and potential overseas classes. Why can't I freeze my growing up years? Things are moving way too fast...
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So anyway, nothing much for now. Just to update that it always seems like a miracle that I have to multi-task whenever an important occasion draws near or something. And usually, both issues tend to beGrowing up, I always felt like I was inferior from a young age. Maybe is because I always had issues with myself and more importanly, I think, my friends and those 'I-hate-you' fanclub were always smarter then me. SO, probably, when someone starts praising me, I feel really uncomfortable because well, I just think other people are too modest.
Things certainly changed in late Secondary school to the present day though. I don't know how or why but all of a sudden, I felt that people who hated me were certainly dumb to be wasting their time and effort hating me while I just move on... to meet smarter peers lol.
Although up until now, I started questioning 'Why and How' did I change, because logically, it made no sense. So ultimately, I am really grateful for the people I met in my life, even if the meeting was a brief one.
| You Act Like You Are 21 Years Old |
 You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them. |
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