New drama once again
As things stand, the situation just cannot be more chaotic.
Yesterday, what turned out as a silent and boring visit just became another drama right out of Shakespeare's Act 1 Scene 6 or something.
Bro has already underwent the ECT second treatment session and still is considered in the 'crucial' stage to some recovery. But then, he's still the usual even if he is still considered subdued.
The thing was that afternoon like 4 plus or so, dad came up buying all the snacks alongside with fetching over the maternal grandparents. Then the mayhem started when he was stopped by dad from sharing it with the nurses outside.
He threw an obvious tantrum and resented any food bought by dad. Allprotocols aside, all family members rushed up to hold back dad while I went "Zip it, Alvin!" with the action of zipping my mouth.
Somehow, bro kept glancing and cursing at dad with every chance he got that it enraged dad so much all the curses and swear words were spilling out and he moved in to hit brother. Thankfully, or because mum yelled out for help, a male nurse came in to bring bro away all the time, he was going, "Take me away from this f**ker."
Soon afterwards, we all settled down to have a talk which incensed dad so much he packed up his stuff for home. Soon, bro came back into the room and started to mouth off against dad again (He was using very strong cursing words ok). I told him angrily, "Hello! He's still your father ok?"
And just like that, the provoked tiger struck at me. Lashing out on 外婆 who was sitting on the chair in between us, who too tried to stop him. The growling tiger struck such that 外婆 nearly fell off the chair.
In rage, I went, "That's 婆婆 you pushing you know?" and made a move to engage the tiger only to be slapped in the face with a raging tone from mum as though this whole shit was my fault.Justice much? I really should not be an emotional girl but a raging hunter actually.
The tiger, undeterred by the commotion, now begin to sink it's fangs into another target- mum. I think I should add that he was actually kicking mum while being restrained by her and grandpa. Frustrated, mum finally hit him on his head fiercely as the nurses ran in and went all, "you shouldn't do that.."
Then at night we have the family discussion once again.
Much later on, mum went looking for me to hear my opinions. I was all, you know what? All I think and assume right now is that he's having so many problems I don't even know where to begin.
As a teen or as a child? Insecure because of what? How much was hated? How did he not express anything? Inferiority complex or no such cause in his condition? And the best question of all time: Will he ever be stable in the long run?
So many shit all because of one person... great. Sucks to be so.. But I am fine with it since I don't intend to fall back down.
I think the only thing here is to never ever get scolded because of someone else and not your own mistakes. I already got that twice and frankly, I would never, ever inflict such shit on anyone else. Why does one get in being the 'bad and helpful one'? All the shit.
Yesterday, what turned out as a silent and boring visit just became another drama right out of Shakespeare's Act 1 Scene 6 or something.
Bro has already underwent the ECT second treatment session and still is considered in the 'crucial' stage to some recovery. But then, he's still the usual even if he is still considered subdued.
The thing was that afternoon like 4 plus or so, dad came up buying all the snacks alongside with fetching over the maternal grandparents. Then the mayhem started when he was stopped by dad from sharing it with the nurses outside.
He threw an obvious tantrum and resented any food bought by dad. All
Somehow, bro kept glancing and cursing at dad with every chance he got that it enraged dad so much all the curses and swear words were spilling out and he moved in to hit brother. Thankfully, or because mum yelled out for help, a male nurse came in to bring bro away all the time, he was going, "Take me away from this f**ker."
Soon afterwards, we all settled down to have a talk which incensed dad so much he packed up his stuff for home. Soon, bro came back into the room and started to mouth off against dad again (He was using very strong cursing words ok). I told him angrily, "Hello! He's still your father ok?"
And just like that, the provoked tiger struck at me. Lashing out on 外婆 who was sitting on the chair in between us, who too tried to stop him. The growling tiger struck such that 外婆 nearly fell off the chair.
In rage, I went, "That's 婆婆 you pushing you know?" and made a move to engage the tiger only to be slapped in the face with a raging tone from mum as though this whole shit was my fault.
The tiger, undeterred by the commotion, now begin to sink it's fangs into another target- mum. I think I should add that he was actually kicking mum while being restrained by her and grandpa. Frustrated, mum finally hit him on his head fiercely as the nurses ran in and went all, "you shouldn't do that.."
Mum: He's kicking me what the hell you think I should do? Allow it?
Nurses: *Quiets and leaves soon after*
Then at night we have the family discussion once again.
Much later on, mum went looking for me to hear my opinions. I was all, you know what? All I think and assume right now is that he's having so many problems I don't even know where to begin.
So many shit all because of one person... great. Sucks to be so.. But I am fine with it since I don't intend to fall back down.
I think the only thing here is to never ever get scolded because of someone else and not your own mistakes. I already got that twice and frankly, I would never, ever inflict such shit on anyone else. Why does one get in being the 'bad and helpful one'? All the shit.
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