I am the Arsonist
Right now? I just wanna scream and then take off some place. It's like I have been feeling more stressed then ever and even beginning to panic and freak out whenever I cannot get what I wanted or that I misplaced my staple... LMAO. Unbecoming of me... Period is coming...
It's like today, went out to lunch and then much later, I went back home to start on my assignments (actually,is waste time since I like, have to keep referencing and then like I damn distracted). Soon after, my family, plus uncle Yue Jin and Auntie Bam went to fetch me to go someplace nearby.
We are going to a Dog Breeder's home recommended by Uncle Yue Jin. Lollilol~ Puppies! OMG (The 'I wanted them' face)
You know which one stole my parent's heart? A male Yorkshire Terrier with a birthmark on the right side of his head. Me? I just went, well, I am fine with them all since LOLS.
But somehow, the price is just too steep and like, damn annoying lei. Only have 2 males and like 6 females there. Sian lol. No offence but I think I would have preferred males over females ba.
And then, it became another uncertain fact about having a dog because bro just totally changed his mind again. Me? I can always have one like when I have my own house ma. No biggie.
We didn't start the fire! Well, I may be the arsonist of the family but please lol. You guys sometimes start the fire one lei. O yea, don't get it?
I still always this indecisive so I am wondering how in the world did I manage to pull off some leadership skills sometimes.
I dunno~ I am so sick of doing something good and worthwhile and never being praised. It makes me feel damn 自卑 la. I just dunno... maybe I felt this way for I dunno how many donkey years already..
It's like today, went out to lunch and then much later, I went back home to start on my assignments (actually,
We are going to a Dog Breeder's home recommended by Uncle Yue Jin. Lollilol~ Puppies! OMG (The 'I wanted them' face)
You know which one stole my parent's heart? A male Yorkshire Terrier with a birthmark on the right side of his head. Me? I just went, well, I am fine with them all since LOLS.
But somehow, the price is just too steep and like, damn annoying lei. Only have 2 males and like 6 females there. Sian lol. No offence but I think I would have preferred males over females ba.
And then, it became another uncertain fact about having a dog because bro just totally changed his mind again. Me? I can always have one like when I have my own house ma. No biggie.
We didn't start the fire! Well, I may be the arsonist of the family but please lol. You guys sometimes start the fire one lei. O yea, don't get it?
Dad: Red Rhino, Shit Stirrer and Pa pa Lon (Wha lao eh. I wanted a Papillion la)
Mum: Fire Engine
Bro: Fire!!
Me: Arsonist and Shit creator.
I still always this indecisive so I am wondering how in the world did I manage to pull off some leadership skills sometimes.
Sian la. Why am I so unmotivated lately?
Is like I am feeling damn inferior because everyone is just expressing their disappointment in me again. I dunno~ I am so sick of doing something good and worthwhile and never being praised. It makes me feel damn 自卑 la. I just dunno... maybe I felt this way for I dunno how many donkey years already..
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